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Monday, February 8, 2010

I've decided to share:

Heavenly Father

I think in the gospel we learn line upon line. We learn about things over and over again. It is due to the fact that each time you talk about a principle of the gospel there is more to gain and learn about that principle.

· Each person is ready to hear something specific to them and their needs.

· We have a new book to teach and learn from. It seems to be headed back to the basics. Or a new view would be to learn more about the basics.


Today’s lesson is on Our Heavenly Father

What an overwhelming subject to discuss. I thought and read about a lot about our Heavenly Father. Then I still seemed overwhelmed with what to discuss.

As we begin to think about our Heavenly Father there is something I wanted to mention. We touched on it last week in Sunday school.

· It is important that we see Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ are two distinct individuals, but they are together in purpose.

· John 14:6-21 explains this concept so completely. I wanted us to read through these scriptures together. To give us a clear idea about the Father and the Son.

John: 14:6-21

6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the away, the btruth, and the life: no man ccometh unto the Father, but by me.

7 If ye had aknown me, ye should have known my Father also: and from henceforth ye know him, and have seen him.

8 Philip saith unto him, Lord, shew us the Father, and it sufficeth us.

9 Jesus saith unto him, Have I been so long time with you, and yet hast thou not known me, Philip? he that hath seen me hath seen the aFather; and how sayest thou then, Shew us the Father?

10 Believest thou not that I am in the aFather, and the Father in me? the words that I speak unto you I speak not of myself: but the Father that dwelleth in me, he doeth the works.

11 Believe me that I am ain the bFather, and the Father in me: or else believe me for the very works’ sake.

12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that abelieveth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I bgo unto my cFather.

13 And whatsoever ye shall aask in my bname, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.

14 If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it.

15 ¶ If ye alove me, bkeep my ccommandments.

16 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another aComforter, that he may babide with you for ever;

17 Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you.

18 I will not leave you acomfortless: I will bcome to you.

19 Yet a little while, and the world seeth me no more; but ye see me: because I live, ye shall live also.

20 At that day ye shall know that I am in my Father, and ye in me, and I in you.

21 He that hath my commandments, and akeepeth them, he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be bloved of my Father, and I will love him, and will cmanifest myself to him.

I was looking at some painting that depicted Jesus Christ this week. In the two of the paintings, I saw that Christ was praying to his father.

· As I looked at the paintings, I could sense that “one purpose” that Christ and Heavenly Father share. I could see the devotion Jesus Christ has to the Father as he is praying.

· Realizing that oneness and yet separateness was and is important to each of us (or at least to me).

· There have been times when I have felt my Heavenly Father so close to me, yet I realized later it probably wasn’t him. Yet who it was represented God in every way.

· Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost are given to us to testify to us about our Heavenly Father and his love for us.

· So it is okay to say, I felt my Heavenly Father’s love and I felt him close to me. Because he is close to you, he is near you and he does know you.

· I hope that make sense. That is something that was specifically for me. I had to make that connection between Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ before I could give a lesson on Heavenly Father.

· Everything we know about our Heavenly Father comes to us through our Savior Jesus Christ.


A few months ago Sean and I went to Berlin. Sean purchased two Berlin Bear Buddies. These Bear Buddies are all over in Berlin. The ones you see in Berlin are live size and huge. They have different positions they stand in and are all kinds of colors.

· There is a game that we play in our house with this figurine.

· There are four positions that we play our game with. Each one of us chose a position that is considered ours. As we pass by these bears we move the bear to our position. It is suppose to represent to each other you are loved by each individual player.

· As I pass by the bear and someone has moved it. I can’t help but smile and think how nice it is that a certain individual loves me and moved it to remind me of their love for me.

· It is a silly game that I am grateful for. It is nice as I pass through a room in the middle of the day when my husband or kids are gone and I see one of them took a moment to make a move. I know exactly who is sending me the message that I am loved and I am deeply touched.

· When I made up the game it was just for fun. It was something to do with these cute figurines that Sean brought home. But as the days have turned to months, I am grateful that my family still takes the time to make a move.

· They have not gotten too busy to stop see that I too love them because I have moved the bear into my position. It is nice to know they are taking a moment to look at the buddy bear and feel loved.


I was trying to think of a way to help make a connection with what God has done for us in regards to providing us with this beautiful earth. I thought about this game we play in our family.

All around us are things that represent God’s love to us.

· Are we taking the time to see them?

· Are we making moves so we can see that he loves us too?

(Alma 30:44) Alma, a Book of Mormon prophet, wrote, “All things denote there is a God; yea, even the earth, and all things that are upon the face of it, yea, and its motion, yea, and also all the planets which move in their regular form do witness that there is a Supreme Creator.”

1. We can look up at the sky at night and have an idea of what Alma meant.

· There are millions of stars and planets, all in perfect order. They did not get there by chance. We can see the work of God in the heavens and on the earth.

· There are many beautiful plants, the many kinds of animals, the mountains, the rivers, the clouds that bring us rain and snow—all these testify to us that there is a God.

Robert L. Millet explained in the Importunate Friend that, “Jesus does not refer to God as an impersonal force in the universe or as some cosmic collection of laws; more than any single title, Jesus chooses to address God as “Father.” He is not just a sovereign king, an all-powerful master, a vengeful lord; he is as this parable suggests a father and a friend. He is neither preoccupied nor distracted. People are his most important concern. He takes time for those he knows and loves. He listens. He responds to requests. And his is faithful to forgive. God will not punish his children for seeking to know more, to understand better, to acquire truth.”

Heavenly Father created all that we see around us. We are blessed because Heavenly Father gave us all what we needed to experience in this mortal life. He saw us unorganized and he took us and gave us a way to become like him.

· He organized man in his image.

· Through his Son, God created the heavens and the earth and all the things that are in them.

· He organized the stars, the sun. He organized this world and gave it form, motion and life.

· We learn in the temple the importance of the creation. If we think about it we start to realize that the things God created for us are powerful in helping us become like him.

Bruce R. McConkie “Because God created man in his own image and likeness and placed him on earth as an essential requirement for gaining salvation, because salvation is gained through a knowledge of God and an obedience to the laws of his gospel, and because eternal life itself consists of knowing the Father and the Son, it follows that God must in necessity reveal himself and his laws to man.”

Are we taking the time to see what God has actually done for us?

· If we could learn to see the beauty around us, we would be reminded so often of our Heavenly Father’s love for us.

· His love would fill us up and we would be deeply touched.

· I believe if we allow ourselves quiet moments of reflection concerning our surroundings into our thoughts, we could learn more about God than anywhere else.


· Story about Lady with the Cancer named Michelle:

o Long curly, red hair. It was apart of who she was.

o She started treatment for her cancer and she lost her hair all in one day.

o She felt like she had lost her strength.

o She lost part of herself. She had anxiety and worry about her child. She was trying to cope with a lot of fears.

o She decided try to have positive mediation every day for about 45 minutes.

o She let only the good in.

o Good is from God.

o It helped her gain perspective and comfort in great adversity.


The song Heavenly Father Loves Me, is a beautiful representation of what is all around us.

· I want to have us take a moment and listen to this beautiful song. I’ve written the words down and you can read them.

· Or you can think about all the beautiful places or experiences where you knew God existed because you took a moment to let his love in.

· Since this is a new year and we are all in the process of setting new goals and ideas in our minds. Lets give ourselves a moment and let our Heavenly Father in and help us feel his deep love for each of us.

MY HEAVENLY FATHER LOVES ME
Words and Music by Clara W. McMaster, b. 1904

Whenever I hear the song of a bird
Or look at the blue, blue sky,
Whenever I feel the rain on my face
Or the wind as it rushes by,
Whenever I touch a velvet rose
Or walk by a lilac tree,
I'm glad that I live in this beautiful world
Heavenly Father created for me.

He gave me my eyes that I might see
The color of butterfly wings.
He gave me my ears that I might hear
The magical sound of things.
He gave me my life, my mind, my heart:
I thank him reverently
For all his creations, of which I'm a part.
Yes, I know Heavenly Father loves me.


What a beautiful song with a beautiful message.

One of my favorite things in the world is piano music. It has such power and persuasion.

I hope you felt your Heavenly Father’s love and compassion that he has for you. Feeling those moments are key for survival in today’s world.

If we rush around our lives without letting Heavenly Father in and letting him become real to us, we are missing the JOY part of our lives.

We are missing times we could pass by something beautiful that would make us smile, something that is telling us we are loved!

Psalms: 115:15-16

“Ye are blessed of the Lord which made heaven and earth. The heaven, even the heavens, are the Lord’s: but the earth hath he given to the children of men.”


I went around this month asking my family ….how do you know God exists? It was great because it was over the holidays so I saw a lot of family.


It was interesting to hear people’s answers. Not very many times did I get the answer I might have been looking for. I never got I looked at a flower or the sky I know God loves me. That is what I wanted to hear. I wanted someone to share that message and confirm with me what I know to be a special gift from God.

However, I discovered that everyone feelings and thinks differently about God and how they feel his love. While we have this beauty around us we have many other things that provide that same gift of love.


Last month Erin handed me the manual and I looked at the lesson. It was two short pages….I came home and showed Mack and then asked her the big question, that I started asking of everyone.


· Her answer: One way is all the tender mercies he gives us. That is one way we can know he exists. Then she smiled at me.

· So whatever you thought about and recognized as God’s love is good and wonderful. It is what is important to you and what you love.

· Your thoughts might have been turned to the simple things that really bring peace and love into your heart.

· However, some of you might be struggling to learn how to feel God’s love, you are also not alone in that area.

· Story Guy from The Emotional Life:

o He lost his job. Wife had just had their first baby and was home on maternity leave for six months.

o They decided to travel around and experience time together. They stopped at beautiful sites to have a picnic lunch. Really took in the beauty of the earth.

o Vacation time had to end and went back to New York to start looking for a job.

o Frustrated with being the caregiver of the family. He felt like he had lost is identity.

o Met with a psychologist who practiced Positive Psychology.

§ Had him pick three things in the day that were good and positive.

§ Then go deeper and pick reasons why those were good moments. Ex: Madison was in a good mood, why because he interacting with him.

o Helped him see he the things he was grateful for. The blessings that actually did exist in his life.

o He could start to see patterns.


1. Even when you know you have felt Heavenly Father’s love it one can easily misplace those feelings and forget about them. That is probably the reason we go over and over principles of the gospel.

2. It is so in “hard times” we are reminded of simple truths.


There are all kinds of ways we can come to know our Heavenly Father.

1. First and fore most we need to know he exists and loves us.

2. We need to feast on the scriptures.

3. Come to know Jesus Christ.

4. Obey God’s Commandments and follow the prophets.

5. With faith, pray to God in the name of Jesus Christ.


Story in the Ensign (page 80 January 2010)

“I will be found of you.”

Gerald Lund stated, “The voice of the Lord is still and small and it whispers. If we are to hear and recognize it, we must develop a quality of inner quiet and deliberately suppress the sources of spiritual noise in our lives. Here again is the Lord’s simple counsel: “Be still, and know that I am God.”


My Testimony:

Without getting into too much detail I will share my testimony with you and a moment in time with you.

· Anyone who knows me knows sharing my moments are way out of my comfort zone. But here it goes.


I know that I have been blessed to feel the wind on my face and know that God exists. It was the day after my younger sister died.

I had fallen asleep crying and I woke up crying. I think I must have cried all night. My heart was broken, I could feel it in my chest. I came up stairs thinking about a video of her singing a song at Kayla’s baby blessing. It was the song face to face. It was interesting as I walked to where my mother was she had found the video and was playing it. It was beautiful to see Amy singing and as we listened to the words my mother and I just looked at each other. I don’t know if you have ever heard the words of that song, but it was testifying to us that Amy was home. I can see that now as I think back to that moment in time. We played that video at her funeral. Amy sang the last song at her funeral.

Later that morning after I had tried to get ready for the day. I realized it was going to be a big day. Planning a funeral was not something I had ever been a part of. The morning was filled with people walking around trying to figure out what was next.

I needed a moment. I walked outside in the middle of July in Mesa, Arizona. It was going to be about 112 degrees that day. I got in my father’s car and decided to go for a drive. As I drove off I burst into tears again. I was talking out loud saying “you have to help me through this.” I wanted to get to the cemetery where my Grandparents were buried. It was near the spot they were going to bury Amy. I had only been to the cemetery when someone else was driving and I didn’t know exactly where it was.

In my talking out loud I yelled, “Just help me get there, please.” The cemetery is lined with tall thin pine trees. They can be seen in the skyline from the main rode I was traveling on. I remember seeing them and being so grateful for them. I knew I could find where I wanted to go. I arrived full of gratitude for those trees.

I got out of the car and sat under a tree that had been purchased when my Uncle Eddie had died. His kids wanted the tree to shade their father’s grave. It had been six years since Eddie had passed away and the tree had grown and it did provide some shade.

I sat down under the tree facing my grandparent’s grave and I felt the cool breeze on my face. It was 112 degrees and I felt a cool breeze blowing on my swollen cheeks and my tear stained face. It was the most beautiful moment in time for me.

I had arrived at a place I need to be. I had arrived through the gift of the Holy Ghost. I was lead and guided in that moment of time. I knew with the wind on my face that my Heavenly Father loved me. He got me through the day with what I needed.

Name of Jesus Christ Amen.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

What a Gift!

Today I have to say thank you to my darling husband and my wonderful kids.  I like to receive gifts just like any one does.  Shoes, clothes, you name it and I think it is a good gift, but one that means something is probably the best kind of gift.  

Kayla had given me one hint yesterday, "She said you will use it everyday."  

I thought, Sean has finally decided to upgrade our bed.  We have had our mattress forever and I figured what else would I use everyday.  I convinced myself that was the only thing it could be.  However, as Sean starting singing and the girls started marching me downstairs a bed or pamphlet for a bed was not what I found.  

As I entered the room I saw my two girls and my husband watching me with excitement in their eyes in seeing my reaction.  After I saw the gift, they all said, "Why aren't you crying.  We thought for sure you would cry."
On the ottoman was a blanket that was finally finished and it was hand-made.  It was beautiful and lovely.  Sean said that he started asking around to see who could help him finish a project that was started a little under 6 years ago.   He told me how he had gone to Sister Dahl and asked for some help in completing this project.  However, Sister Dahl sent Sean to Maggie Hoopes.  Maggie loves to quilt and was so kind to volunteer to help him.  Sean loaded up the pieces of the quilt that had been started and headed over to have Maggie put it together.

Last Sunday night Sean took the girls out claiming Kayla had a primary activity at Sister Hoopes to practice a special surprise for Mother's Day and that Mack was going to do some practice driving.  They had me completely fooled, I didn't think anything about it.  I let them head out without any questions.  Sean and the girls went over to Maggie's home and helped work on the quilt to get it finished for Mother's Day today.  They said they worked on it for several hours and were amazed how long making the cuts and fraying it took.  

It was always meant to be a rag quilt that Amy never got to finish.  Luke had given me a big bag of squares that Amy had been working on.  He told me that maybe Lisa and I would like to split them up to make a special quilt.  Lisa and I had gone to Amy and Luke's apartment to pack up Amy's things after her death.  I guess it was his way of saying, "Thank You!"  

Packing up Amy's things was one of the most interesting times of my life.  I walked around a two bedroom apartment, looking for things of value to me.  I was aching for details about her life.  Amy and Luke were well into their fourth year of marriage and they were starving dental school students.  They did not have much in the worldly standards.  But I have to say, the things I did find in that little apartment were magical and the squares were just one of them.  That experience in her apartment will be one that I will treasure until I get to see that beautiful sister of mine again.  This blanket is something I can wrap up in and think about all the wonderful times I have ever had with Amy.   
It was the most thoughtful gift I have ever received.  Good Job Sean and thank you Mack and Kayla for helping to get it done.  I love and appreciate you guys in my life.  It was a perfect day!  I even got a box of JERS.  Everyone did, Sean just can't resist tempting all of us with chocolate.  
To top the day off Sean cooked me a Mother's Day BBQ!


What can I say.  I am a lucky MOTHER and WIFE.  I have been very blessed with a wonderful family.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Sometimes You Need Your Mom

I have to say that Mack is a great kid!  She really accomplishes a lot and I am so proud of her.  However, we were having some challenges when it came to her room.  Frustrated and wondering how to motivate the kid to clean it, I realized that this was one of those moments when she really needed me.
Mack was not acting like the kid I knew.  She was grumpy and had feelings of being so overwhelmed.  In todays world these kids are required to do so much.  I had been pushing her along like I always do and I could sense that I needed to really listen to her.  After we talked for a while it was clear that I was a place she could break down to and find relief from.  It made me feel like I was on track to being a good mom if she can realize and know that I will be there for her and that I AM there.  Sometimes kids have things pile up on them.  They have school, church, seminary, friends, piano, jobs and sometimes it all gets to be too much.
I decided to dive into Mack's room with her and help her get it organized.  She was in need of my help.  Her tired, over worked soul was in need of another memory of us working together to make her life easier and better.  It was actual a blessing to be able to show her my unconditional support of her.  I know that NO one can function in a messy room or disorganized place.  It is always so much easier to be successful and happy in a clean environment.  I love the smile on Mack's face as she is showing off her newly organized room.  It had been a while since we packed up clothes and made room in her closet.  Before we started it was a massive mess.   She had felt like she didn't have the time to get it done.  Sometimes when it is too much they don't know where to start.
Look at this, I can actually see my clothes!
It feels good to have it clean.
On the Saturday before we cleaned her room, I went into Mack's room and found her asleep on the floor.  Her bed was so filled with crud that she decided that sleeping on the floor was a better choice.  When I saw her on the floor I just thought REALLY?  I told Sean to grab the camera.   At that point I knew she needed to get busy and work in her room.  I still wanted her to just clean it, I thought she was old enough and should make it happen.  But the spirit really taught me a lesson that sometimes kids need help and that was one of those times.




All this stuff finally found a place.  It makes a big difference in our lives if we are clean.  Mack is going to keep up on her room and if she doesn't than the next time she might find all her stuff in boxes where she has to earn it all back.  However this time was my turn to help her.  She was in definite need of her mom.  

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Sometimes Accidents Happen

I was taking Mackynzie to her New Beginnings Evening at the church.  It was a crazy day and I was just talking to Mackynzie about stuff.  I started to back up and there was the loudest crunch.  Darn...I think I smashed my car and Sean's in one moment.  It is amazing that things can change in that one moment.  Two really nice cars turn to really crappy cars in a moment.  Oh well, at least no one was standing between the two cars RIGHT.
KARYN'S TAHOE
SEAN'S BMW
IT IS PRETTY BAD MOM!!